I have a secret to tell you. I used to have a fear of commitment, what's even more shocking is that you may have one too. This fear of commitment is probably embedded deep within your subconscious, usually hiding behind a deep-rooted fear of being alone or abandoned. I did not come to this earth shaking revelation overnight, no, the light bulb didn’t suddenly go off. It wasn't until I spent years of proclaiming myself available and ready to meet my soulmate only to find myself stuck in a never ending rut unavailable men did I begin to realize...Read More
He reached for my hand but I recoiled. As I turned toward the window I could feel it swelling like an ocean, being held back by pure will alone. We were only a few minutes from my apartment but I knew I would not be able to hold it in much longer and just like that my ocean began to rush in and I was crying uncontrollably. He reached for my hand once more to console me and this time I acquiesced.Read More
She had blondish, long (dred) locs and an earring in her nose. I'm guessing she was in her early twenties but that didn't really matter to me because I was drawn to her energy. I've always wanted to be this kind of free-spirited, boho creative wild woman. The kind of woman I had imagined her to be but never could be because I was too afraid to let go of the conventional world.
One half of my soul has always been bound by fear. For many years I have invested energy into building a fence around my heart.Read More
I once had a dream where I heard a voice speak to me in Swahili. Never having heard, studied or been exposed to the language before I jolted out of my sleep and began to scribble in the dark. When I awakened I searched on the internet for the word that was so loudly repeated to me, "Upendo," which is the translation for LOVE in Swahili.
I truly believe that the Universe delivered a powerful message to me that evening.Read More